Constantly conflicted with ’it’s not fair how did i deserve this, noone else i know has to go through this’ and ‘it could be alot worse, stop with the self pity’

it was my choice to keep this a secret because i honestly hate attention, especially when it’s for sympathy. But i’m drifting apart from everyone, always in pain, i’m just never happy anymore.

one thing’s for sure, all the problems that used to be in my life now seem so pathetic i wan’t to go back in time and slap myself. Everything in comparison just seems so insignificant now, i’m too young.